Friday, December 28, 2007

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change.

Christmas is over, the new year will begin soon, it's really all the same as always here in our little world heal. The moon is above the houses, to penetrate the walls of the relentless icy wind tried, and everything is so quiet around me. The tea does not taste different from yesterday, today is Friday evening, tomorrow is the weekend. Actually, everything is as it always is here to heal in our little world. Actually.
Actually it's not so great, so wonderfully peaceful. The world is felt not much of Christmas charity Caring, altruism, and all the things to which one has previously thought again. The world is changing. My world is changing. I too walk, again, as has often happened this year. I still think too much after, due to particular events in particular. My head hurts from thinking. And yet he is somehow empty. As empty as a shopping street on a holiday ... even here one passes completed buildings, looking in through windows, but could not take something from there. The fact that a time is breaking the decisions, but I equally uncertain, and confident. Decisions of great magnitude it may be that the Affect life. Whether it is the question of professional orientation, or for love. Questions have become commonplace, there are no answers yet.

the very first time I've made correct pre-etching for the new year. This was the one the reason that I always wanted to do and, second, that will change in 2008 anyway tremendous amount, so why not me? I want to get my life on the line (surely I can do it for the most part even now, but it's about the details), would like things that bothered me has always been clear, at last aside and make room for new things, space for fresh air so to speak:) From this, that I will remodel cleaning out my room and to the question of a relationship I want to change much. Understanding much, much overdue.
I hope so good luck and enjoy yourself in complying with the resolutions, and I hope I keep myself well at all ^ ^ '

Cheers.

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

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despair.

questions stand on issues
and no one can long tell 'answer

what loneliness, which is correct,
what courage and arrogance,
what love, friend and peculiarity
and all her ... Puzzles really are.


Many a thought penetrates to the heart
as the impact of pain,
But this' bitterwonnige quake,
is my heart for intimate life.


mourning surf - I drink tears.

I draw strength.


I think and wonder and cry very,
I am silent and empty and silent ailing,
I feel and cry and ask how much I long
further - I'm very much.


Many a sensation penetrates to the heart
as the impact of pain,
bitterwonnige But this quake,
is my heart for intimate life.


mourning surf - I drink tears.

I draw strength.

Monday, December 24, 2007

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loneliness.

Christmas 2k7 but a day like any other x-any of those days that you take note of any dust in the chamber can Zerebralmasse our head. How is this so when almost no family atmosphere has more available, because the so-called members have over the years, scattered in all directions (including underground), which can perhaps imagine one or the other. Maybe not. I do not care.
In any event, it really depressing to sit at the end of the evening in a bar, even if it is conducted by one of the only two people related to a truly in his heart, and with a glass of Southern Comfort to fall in the annual year-retrospective melancholy.

Here are some thoughts that only limited, but ultimately not nearly , with my current thoughts are related. This is more of a bunch of words that burned me a long time for the soul.

The glass in front of me, where I can watch as the ice melts. So slowly the time passes. I see the people around me, their faces tell me anything, they are just empty shells of a soul that is trapped by its own consciousness. They laugh and dance, as she kept on nothing earthly, they are all it takes by itself
The icy wind during which the Streets outside the window, he is so still and yet alive. So deadly and yet pleasant. Everything seems to stand still, my thoughts are so many things that I lose track of the perspective, just as his grip and posture. Images here, there words, Faccetten and pattern of a world without questions, without worry and doubt. This is the dream. But this is not a dream.

Suddenly, the deepest and most heartfelt pain, a burning, a cutting and tearing. What happened here? I am powerless against all this? And I myself come for the sole answer. No, I'm not. I am me and I have my own heart that no one should ever treat Sun
... and yet they do. So what? Die? Nein.



There's a sense of longing in me
As I read Rosemary's letter
Her writing's honest
Can't forget the years she's lost

In isolation
She talks about her love
And as I read
"I'll die alone"
I know she was aching

There's a certain detail seen here
The pen must have slipped to the side
And left a stain
Next to his name
She knew he was gone

And isolation
Is all that would remain
"The wound in me is pouring out
To rest on a lover's shore"


Opeth - Isolation Years

Friday, December 21, 2007

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redemption.

Day 8

If one day with the eyes of an experienced suffering from sleep deprivation, to set fixed faszinierdene things. For example, I take my true environment much more intense, especially the sun on a day like today and the blue of the sky, which seems almost unreal. So we walked around a bit and thinking, free / head, then it's just so beautiful, the cold of the wind, while feeling the warmth of the sun on your face. An infinite variety of moods at the same time seem the way to look into the heart and to find.

"In the hearts of the people sitting diegleichen feelings. It just depends on, get up some. "( Sophie Klein )



day X

Today's doctor visit was a relief for me. I have paid more or less my last 10 € to years of my free fear of being. Now that I've finally done all my courage together to increase and to go there, I think of Mount Everest is off my mind. And I'm sher proud of myself for having done it.

But the next ( literal) examination is waiting. One of many that will follow. falling through is not an option.

know what to do with the so far very nice day? "I do not know yet. Spontaneously be developed into a real skill with me. And I have so far never looked back.



Finally, a riddle: Who is just incredibly happy about current events?

Right. I do.

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

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a little awkward.

actually walk me great. For various reasons, as always. I am a bit shizophren however, and despite all the beautiful things can not drive out the bad thoughts out of my head, that's me all too well. Likewise, I think way too much and probably better off sometimes even my head, turn a little bit of selfishness and my heart in the here and now should be on.

Briefly, ie, in the foreseeable future, will change everything in my life just fundamentally. In every respect, school, friends, etc.
At this event, I look with excitement, fear, anticipation and great expectations. I am of the opinion that the changes do everyone good. Of course, it is important here, on what it is in changing, that's logical, but an occasional breath of fresh air has to life young:)

Short self-analysis

when I think about how quickly the years go by how much I'm attached to things, how much I'll let her go ... then I get the impression of a relatively self-fulfilling School. Certainly, it would still have gone better, but so did worse. I call my friends and wonderful people have a separate, independent, headstrong personality. All that I was not before. I have my own way of seeing things to understand and do, have my own style, my own views and definitely my own mind. Meanwhile, I think I've earned a bit of luck sometimes, no matter which look like this is. The future will show.

Anyway, I'm glad in many ways, that they are worked out as they came. And memories I will take away one ever.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

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Almost over ...

No, no one has to realize a meaning in the following entry. There are only scraps of thought. Nothing else.

It goes so fast. Today is the 12th December. December . Seems to me, as it were flying past me at the time and I would just listless beside it, motionless, stunned.
This year flew by, all that has happened seems to have happened only yesterday, perhaps the day before. Everything went by so fast as it came. Few things remained constant. At least as far as my humble self.
I think too much, eat too much, drink too much thinking, still too much, and do so little. Too little could say.
I lose the objectives of the Eyes. Put me new, lose sight of this and eventually the mind. I thought
smash, only to merge at the next opportunity. And it's always so depressing to start from zero.
I am so confused in my head, lost in thought me the cold winter wind blows through the day. And once again draws the life pass me by. Is it just a phase? A fall in the final stage of depression? Or is it the daring attempt of the here and above all to escape now, into a somewhere and some point? Somewhere, sometime I'll find out probably.
My body hurts. I feel sick, I still pervades life and passion. That being there is the meaning of life itself The way I think , I write. But I joints, or I exaggerate?

Sunday, December 9, 2007

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Education / Pedagogy

I am reading for my seminar tomorrow's ... and read ... and read ...

"The incorporation of the external conditions of existence of a habitual system of dispositions is accomplished by means of a 'silent pedagogy'" ...

Have I thought so! * G *

I feel just so stupid -.-

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EDIT: Oh my God, I look just see in literature,
as the tasks in about the exams.

We are in fact determined in the next hour Poetry:

metric / style figures

I. Determine the meter. Where is the "e muet" elided?

first J'ai, quelque jour, dans l'Océan,
(corn je ne sais plus sous Quels Cieux)
Jetée, comme au néant Offrande,
Tout un peu de vin Precious ... (Valéry, Le Vin perdu)

second La musique souvent me prend comme une mer!

verse ma pâle étoile, Sous un plafond de
brume ou dans un vaste ether,
I set sail, (Baudelaire Music)

II. a) Welche der folgenden Verse haben eine weibliche (F), welche eine männlich Kadenzes (M)?

II. b) Bestimmen Sie die Reimfülle

1. Death does not surprise point wise
He is always ready to go,
Having known himself warn
the time when we must solve this passage. (The Fountain, Death and Dying)

2. My oh my beautiful ship
memory we have enough sailed
In a wave wrong to drink
we have enough wandered
From dawn to the beautiful sad evening (Apollinaire Song of the unloved)

III. a) Bestimmen Sie die folgenden Versen rhetorischen Figuren in:

IIIb) Effekt wird durch diese Welcher Stilfiguren erzielt? Blessed

THE BELL AT
a vigorous throat Who, despite his age, ALERT and well, his cry
Jette faithfully religious
Like an old soldier who sleep in the tent! 2

Me, my soul is flawed, and his troubles when in 3
She wants her songs populate the cold night air,
Often his voice weakened

SEEMS the death rattle of a wounded that you forget 4
Near a lake of blood under a large pile of dead and dying
without boouger in tremendous efforts. (Baudelaire, The bell cracked)

IV. a) Welche Besonderheiten syntaktischen finden Sie in folgender Stanza? (Crossover, rejection, contrerejet, Inversion, Hyperbaton etc.).

IV. b) Welche Wirkung wird dadurch hervorgerufen?

is a green hollow where a river sings Madly catching
herbal rags
Argent, where the sun, the proud mountain
shines: it's a little valley bubbling with light. (Rimbaud The Sleeper in the Valley)

Oh mein Gott
! Das ist ja krass super. Texts of Baudelaire and Rimbaud!
missing is that we should answer all the shit on french ^ ^
And I'll have a problem if I do not understand the lyrics! The
here I understand, for example, NOT!

Pleated Skirt Freeones

Home is ....

... where the heart is.
And my home this weekend was definitely the Gesselschaft of Mara & Sebo.

Koblenz Old Town. Saturday evening.
How easy it is to a fucking start but can turn into a beautiful finish, if only the right people are in the process. If I imagine, would have as long as we continue sitting in Spöke and bored us to death ... yuck, it was good that we hazz decided to prevent this:)
And it was definitely a nice evening, since long time again.

Thank you.

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

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My fingers smell like shoe polish!
Yeah, I've just cleaned my shoes fine.
And yes, I know I'm 20 years old ^ ^
and yet I still live with my parents and I always like to be nikolaust.

take my books for Christmas wishes always more to

Yesterday I read a great article in the mirror,
afroamerikansche a woman who fled is
studied in Holland and assistance is also fled because of lack of support in the United States.
Fighting against the tolerance of Islam, because she thinks that women
be suppressed and their God is pedophile, etc.
Absolutely brilliant.

My second book also deals with religion, but in a slightly different way * grin *:
"The Gospel of the Flying Spaghetti Monster" makes a mockery of the God theory, as already suggested by the name ^ ^

http://www.amazon.de/Das-Evangelium-Fliegenden-Spaghettimonsters-Manhattan/dp/3442546281/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1196874110&sr=1-1

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

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Hmm, today was a really strange day ...
begin with, that I was totally wet in the pouring rain, despite umbrella and then realized that I'm like yesterday also came far too early in the school should be the day turns to good and apply again for the worse, but then to end well. Woah, a rhyme.

I am already happened several times that I have extra long wait outside, even if it has already rung the bell to start classes, just to see , and then ... after I've already given up and entered the building I see them from the window in the 2nd Stick out, as it has just been enter the school yard, about an Minute after I am gone away. Is that coincidence or fate? It is always annoying.
Woaah still a rhyme ^ ^

Well, at least something annoying: D
I then held out for later in the day ... in vain. But then, just after I-from my Tuesday is pizza day free period in the Circus Maximus went back to Koblenz, I see them ... really close.
And they smiled at me, but had no time and had to go.

:)

That was the highlight of the day, definitely.

Now walk me something good.

Monday, December 3, 2007

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encounter the fabulous world of Fabili

go so fast!

Today I then made the first two hours blue because the warmth of my bed but was so outrageously tempting ... I could not resist. Mea culpa, mea maxima culpa . As it turned out in school, I actually got up for 2 hours of instruction, the rest came from -.-

Today walk me somehow better than yesterday. No idea why, perhaps it has indeed no real reason. Fits in any case was a very, very sweet text message from Mara \u0026lt;3 at 11:38 clock. When she had known that I was just aware of at this moment my good mood ...

And I was still active (relatively) ... Did it finally managed to clean up my desk. Because when I write something more often wants, then I can at least reach my keyboard: D Well

and that was basically it from me again.
One thing remains to say, and that is that I probably sometimes should spend more time with things and not every small thing ... how do you say ... should be put to weigh ... I hope it works:)

So long, cheers

Sunday, December 2, 2007

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observers nature

I watched the raindrops, which perished in the puddle on the opposite side of the road. In the pool reflected the city lights.
And I wondered whether or not to be envious of rain drops. After all, they are never alone.

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My first entry in this medium

So then .

Here I am. I just hope that I at this my LJ'm a little new motivation, and can also write regularly.

thank at this point to [info] blutbluemchen for this design. I myself have not a clue of something o_O

So for the first entry:

that I am very, very thoughtful, I know it themselves and that the autumn and winter time is almost always worse, which is more than logical. But somehow it's different this time. Stronger.
Let's see, I find out yet determined why that is. Not.

This weekend was basically completely unnecessary. Spreadable. With a few exceptional situations relatively unnecessary.
But one thing was something positive. I have a very wonderful person to know. Although the external circumstances tried everything I make this fun contest, yet I have tried to exploit the situation. Forced optimism given. What is it long-term results? I can not say yet. I certainly hope something great, long sought:)

Today I go anyway even drink with my loved ones Kaffeeeee. The distraction will do me good!

Saturday, December 1, 2007

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Fabi goes LJ!

A new journal for the love Fabi. :) I hope the layout
tells you a little!

much fun here I wish you all herlich.

Mara

Sunday, November 11, 2007

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Christmas Week-end Seminar

Quiet weekend ...

I've read for the university.

came Precisely "The Interpreter" on television,
this is my absolute favorite movie.

And now I bought the soundtrack. And will

reading for the University ...
I think my performance and learning curve is rising in the night ;-)

Monday, November 5, 2007

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Ohhhhh, my seminar was just awesome.
I wanted to go but necessarily
because I had a seminar on "Educational action, place of school" with a focus of Turkish immigration. The seminar
now has no focus (ie only school ^ ^) and the teacher is soooo cool.
I'm just super happy!

And now I will still print the entire Unikram for this week (just sitting in the university) and then I'll go to Volleyball. How much you paid
for a copy in the University?
4 cents here ...

nice day to all
Ciao

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

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I'm laughing again just dead ..

"Aaadolf, you old Nazisau":
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pq4gQPReH2E


"Do not write off, learning eastern!"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZIi0fP93iUs


Kalkofe:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-x2XR-02waA

Sunday, August 26, 2007

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Uni Greifswald

I'm just at German railway checked to
because I had talked with Ulli over the duration of a towing vehicle to Greifswald:
3 hours and 40 minutes from Potsdam.
That's crazy!

and last night I schonmal sly hats to the website of the Studentenwerk Greifswald, for student residence and so ...

And VIVA just a transfer comes from an open air concert with various artists. As visitors walk to everything from US5 than billion
This breaks my heart! Yesterday I

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

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headaches ...

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Oh man, I have a headache.
But that's no surprise after a day spent with my niece involuntary ...
This child is just terribly LOUD. And annoying. And cheeky.
And I like kids so not easy. Family changes because nothing! Actually I wanted
just wander around with my sister through space, looking for the great plaid pants, and for a black blazer. A black blazer I found ^ ^ And a really great black cloak * * Happy is
And even a nice pants at C & A. Hach, I love C & A simple. Even long size ^ ^
Somehow it was quite warm. Although fortunately the sun has not popped from the sky. But oppressive weather is worse. And if you then have three shops in a row that do not have air conditioning .... Employee torture is something like that. But today
walk me therefore again good ^ ^ If one disregards the headache ...
Ahh, I think I will now slouch on the couch and drink me 'nen apple juice. Maybe it gets better.

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Death Proof

I finally viewed this film here:

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Absolutely brilliant film. Typical Quentin.
He has even had a role in the film ;-) And two
Police officers from Kill Bill have played!
The music for the film was so cool and I'll also upload the soundtrack yet!

And the preview of this film, I have indeed been longing for:

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I love Milla!

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And now I'm going to Berlin to meet up with Hannah.
She was also a volunteer from France.
We would like to visit Berlin ;-)

Sunday, August 12, 2007

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Hannibal

Last night I watched Hannibal Rising:



tonight and then its successor: Hannibal - Red Dragon:



The other two parts I had seen earlier.
I think the films really awesome!
And the story is really interesting.

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Moreover, I have struck again today at amazon.
I've pre-ordered the expansion of one of my PC games
Medieval 2
uuuuuuunnnnnd the 3rd Season of Grey's Anatomy.
I hope so, that the 4th Season does not begin before the 3rd I Seen on DVD Season ;-) I

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And tomorrow, we go to Berlin with Ulli.
I'm going to fast times still plan (Yes, I like to plan!)
and in the evening in the disco.
I need after a year NIX somehow the big city life. The
has been missing me very much ...

nice evening.

Wednesday, August 8, 2007

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Meme

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Then I probably read again what. Starts indeed almost the third term again. Kemp and I still have nothing * * Will be worse finally have my Ergebnosse!
But at least I got a bit of fun ^ ^ "Yes, Lord and Master", I definitely play more often about [info] laoighaire rüberzwinker * And Sing Star too! But with more people!
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Sunday, July 8, 2007

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Only 3 weeks left

Hey everybody,


you I just wanted to say,
that I'm in 3 weeks in Germany
try and then my lj manage back regularly * g *

I wanted here to have a little change from what
but shit is real and the pc crashes at all. Until your

in three weeks

George

Sunday, April 1, 2007

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More tests

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Sooo, here I am back in Cologne, for the start of the second semester. 'm Already nervous as it gets in Anglistik and Germanistik. But at least I know there once wen.
Actually, I should repeat my Japanese again, but I won once again tests. In search of beautiful ^ ^









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Quizilla with the University again and now I'm going to get a place in the Germanic and Anglistik, although I had already accepted me but of Dutch and Slavic ... Well, you can do nothing. Look at what is, or I do but a bachelor * nick * nick
Well, back to the Easter egg thing.
skythestral

wanted to paint Easter eggs, so we have met and no fewer than 30 eggs blown out. It was a piece of work. And alongside the eggs had to be recovered and, of course, we have baked cakes.
The color itself was quite funny. Boiled eggs would go down just fine even in color, but we could not even lie to be Easter, so we have to stop blown out. And the dirty parts had to be always float to the surface, tz. In the end I had quite blue fingertips of immersion, which was also accompanied with various curses ("Go! Sauf bag from you!"). But we are some nice colored eggs had together.
Well, next up were then some of them broken, so that one was able to stick-mäßih mosaic pieces on the other eggs, but that's really no work for me. Way too much Friemelei. Because sometimes I prefer them somehow beautiful. In the meantime I've then also made a small design forums and I will now continue to do the work. Have so few to make Sig ^ ^